dawander3r

me 2, very bad luck3 h/ n# z$ _, O& g3 Q  o+ b/ h
and i do know some people are happy almost everyday
& Z* d6 F4 ^) O: ^but then
3 q( e( U1 I, Uu gotta know 1 thing, there must b a portion of people who are lucky and/or happy, at the mean time, there must also be a portion of people who are the opposite, unfortunately, we are one of those
4 w; R" @' C+ @theres nothing to do with us, it's not something we can change right away within our control right now, what matter is, we still gotta live$ `2 ^/ K! v: \) s- D' ]0 y% Q
i m not trying to tell anybody to relax or something, because i know, this really doesnt help n might piss the person off hearing this, so what i m trying to say is, game is not finished yet, keep playing then as u dont have a choice3 I) d! ?7 N# A' f
look at the history, u dont need to win all the wars, some ppl might lose most of the battles in their whole life, but they were the last one still standing4 {# z7 f) c8 ^
e.g. i know winning at age of 60 doesnt taste good at all, but honestly, do u prefer to win at age of 60 than win none ever in ya life since if theres no way u can win earlier than that as lucky as some ppl else
. U/ N, J/ R' i. e+ O6 Yi m very frustrated too6 c. M7 i" l- v! t$ u
i just hope (even hoping is useless) all my misfortune so far would be the cost for my good luck at the critical moment in the future) i: M3 v) x5 G$ f+ m
1 for all' _% ]! j" {0 A- y
i was just thinking that i don't know if i m as smart as the Chinese Strategist "Hong Shun", but even as smart as he had gone through a tough period of time before he became successful0 t4 E+ R, q6 Y
we gotta accept the fact that there must b some steps we have to go through if we r not born in a big family or born with a happy life, n# X/ R# Y9 ^8 I5 g
look at Po Yee, born as a King but at a wrong period, his background even made him a tougher life0 {' S7 c7 o: v
what's lucky? what's unlucky?- ?; ^- Q- r1 f+ }1 W: g- r" L
all i know is that at least we r lucky enough to born with the condition we have that we can still fight for what we want
/ g( K" K$ G3 s% Z# p! ?3 k2 ecompare to people with illness or in a third world suffering with hunger everyday, at least we still have a chance