dawander3r

me 2, very bad luck* W" t) @  L6 S' d
and i do know some people are happy almost everyday, B$ D0 k+ W3 f' h2 a
but then
) M2 i( m1 X" K/ V9 _u gotta know 1 thing, there must b a portion of people who are lucky and/or happy, at the mean time, there must also be a portion of people who are the opposite, unfortunately, we are one of those( k5 V+ D" i/ [: F$ J
theres nothing to do with us, it's not something we can change right away within our control right now, what matter is, we still gotta live
: e% v* F! g/ n# o. x# ^i m not trying to tell anybody to relax or something, because i know, this really doesnt help n might piss the person off hearing this, so what i m trying to say is, game is not finished yet, keep playing then as u dont have a choice% y8 @- H$ X2 P/ Y
look at the history, u dont need to win all the wars, some ppl might lose most of the battles in their whole life, but they were the last one still standing
0 v! k! f- K. j. O0 ve.g. i know winning at age of 60 doesnt taste good at all, but honestly, do u prefer to win at age of 60 than win none ever in ya life since if theres no way u can win earlier than that as lucky as some ppl else
( @2 i/ p- x9 |! G3 w; z3 ni m very frustrated too- a  U$ H: x; y1 W! _6 d5 g& W- g
i just hope (even hoping is useless) all my misfortune so far would be the cost for my good luck at the critical moment in the future
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i was just thinking that i don't know if i m as smart as the Chinese Strategist "Hong Shun", but even as smart as he had gone through a tough period of time before he became successful8 r6 l! g+ h' n9 G" d& n* M
we gotta accept the fact that there must b some steps we have to go through if we r not born in a big family or born with a happy life8 o. P( K8 V2 U. ^- t$ S4 L
look at Po Yee, born as a King but at a wrong period, his background even made him a tougher life. b9 e+ ^; H) b: F7 ]
what's lucky? what's unlucky?# a3 _0 L& F% S, l! @
all i know is that at least we r lucky enough to born with the condition we have that we can still fight for what we want
, {. y* H0 {& _3 x  zcompare to people with illness or in a third world suffering with hunger everyday, at least we still have a chance