dawander3r

me 2, very bad luck& k! K, f2 }7 V( _2 G" u. b
and i do know some people are happy almost everyday$ r7 ~* v1 E4 u" _. `- T# I  T) r
but then% k& w' C& `- D/ L& F0 ~
u gotta know 1 thing, there must b a portion of people who are lucky and/or happy, at the mean time, there must also be a portion of people who are the opposite, unfortunately, we are one of those
; m4 b+ c/ Y3 ]% d. |theres nothing to do with us, it's not something we can change right away within our control right now, what matter is, we still gotta live/ V. t+ [  t% y: m1 W0 h
i m not trying to tell anybody to relax or something, because i know, this really doesnt help n might piss the person off hearing this, so what i m trying to say is, game is not finished yet, keep playing then as u dont have a choice
$ j$ X) D, m4 v# q$ k% A+ Flook at the history, u dont need to win all the wars, some ppl might lose most of the battles in their whole life, but they were the last one still standing2 k. c  P8 ?3 [1 N. N0 v
e.g. i know winning at age of 60 doesnt taste good at all, but honestly, do u prefer to win at age of 60 than win none ever in ya life since if theres no way u can win earlier than that as lucky as some ppl else: o- c8 `# Y. `/ Z" d9 |
i m very frustrated too* e/ o5 g3 t6 z( m8 s% Q$ Z. `' G
i just hope (even hoping is useless) all my misfortune so far would be the cost for my good luck at the critical moment in the future
* s) o/ o) y! c: u% g  t) e1 for all
( @- u) b2 p: q# x1 vi was just thinking that i don't know if i m as smart as the Chinese Strategist "Hong Shun", but even as smart as he had gone through a tough period of time before he became successful: R* V" f0 @0 m
we gotta accept the fact that there must b some steps we have to go through if we r not born in a big family or born with a happy life3 j- w! N! [: x) |
look at Po Yee, born as a King but at a wrong period, his background even made him a tougher life* u3 A5 d9 w7 A& P& [/ F
what's lucky? what's unlucky?
# M$ u3 m+ A  l/ E8 r& r9 g  jall i know is that at least we r lucky enough to born with the condition we have that we can still fight for what we want  n" H, J# G% V+ M! ^9 Q
compare to people with illness or in a third world suffering with hunger everyday, at least we still have a chance