dawander3r

me 2, very bad luck
) D! L. r8 J1 u' G1 o# jand i do know some people are happy almost everyday0 t' k# m/ ~: m; @
but then: N- L9 t1 _3 m" l; l9 u
u gotta know 1 thing, there must b a portion of people who are lucky and/or happy, at the mean time, there must also be a portion of people who are the opposite, unfortunately, we are one of those
; f# H4 I3 I. X- l0 U6 btheres nothing to do with us, it's not something we can change right away within our control right now, what matter is, we still gotta live
1 a) r/ L7 C% A; I6 H3 Di m not trying to tell anybody to relax or something, because i know, this really doesnt help n might piss the person off hearing this, so what i m trying to say is, game is not finished yet, keep playing then as u dont have a choice
+ S+ _) S- J% N' Olook at the history, u dont need to win all the wars, some ppl might lose most of the battles in their whole life, but they were the last one still standing
& }; X, o: e% E8 B) O$ e/ G0 ae.g. i know winning at age of 60 doesnt taste good at all, but honestly, do u prefer to win at age of 60 than win none ever in ya life since if theres no way u can win earlier than that as lucky as some ppl else: E3 p- l$ l6 H/ A% H3 ]
i m very frustrated too6 t5 C3 |9 j, h% Z; W! A; M' ^
i just hope (even hoping is useless) all my misfortune so far would be the cost for my good luck at the critical moment in the future; }; D. e7 ]  d$ U: W- ^1 @  }
1 for all6 V( c" J6 W: m, ~
i was just thinking that i don't know if i m as smart as the Chinese Strategist "Hong Shun", but even as smart as he had gone through a tough period of time before he became successful) J' S* C/ G) S; ~# `# q
we gotta accept the fact that there must b some steps we have to go through if we r not born in a big family or born with a happy life: E8 n  S: \3 e4 E* g& ]$ l% b
look at Po Yee, born as a King but at a wrong period, his background even made him a tougher life
6 y4 }( z0 d% T2 I- _what's lucky? what's unlucky?
2 a5 T5 H9 n+ s! i3 Q9 t; G, Dall i know is that at least we r lucky enough to born with the condition we have that we can still fight for what we want
& A8 d/ @9 M- J  _" Y: B+ vcompare to people with illness or in a third world suffering with hunger everyday, at least we still have a chance