dawander3r

me 2, very bad luck1 x, N) d, j8 m5 U
and i do know some people are happy almost everyday' P# J; t! m% W3 j, s
but then
1 B- X4 x, P! c7 T: ~' C  cu gotta know 1 thing, there must b a portion of people who are lucky and/or happy, at the mean time, there must also be a portion of people who are the opposite, unfortunately, we are one of those2 u! p) W' _- {- P
theres nothing to do with us, it's not something we can change right away within our control right now, what matter is, we still gotta live
! |3 D( E9 a/ W- a+ D" M, Ri m not trying to tell anybody to relax or something, because i know, this really doesnt help n might piss the person off hearing this, so what i m trying to say is, game is not finished yet, keep playing then as u dont have a choice
6 G8 P( P" R/ q5 K; t! O( vlook at the history, u dont need to win all the wars, some ppl might lose most of the battles in their whole life, but they were the last one still standing
8 `" k. x8 ^$ `8 k. ^1 de.g. i know winning at age of 60 doesnt taste good at all, but honestly, do u prefer to win at age of 60 than win none ever in ya life since if theres no way u can win earlier than that as lucky as some ppl else! O  p5 K5 z: r' G
i m very frustrated too
$ s5 k8 h' w; w* y: N0 G: _! w2 B4 _' [- ^i just hope (even hoping is useless) all my misfortune so far would be the cost for my good luck at the critical moment in the future9 P8 {6 A1 X" A0 f# N& T$ R
1 for all+ Q. ]: B& r  a4 K$ q' a
i was just thinking that i don't know if i m as smart as the Chinese Strategist "Hong Shun", but even as smart as he had gone through a tough period of time before he became successful
3 l) x: E9 E+ j: W4 g$ ewe gotta accept the fact that there must b some steps we have to go through if we r not born in a big family or born with a happy life
0 R' u$ J( b: }% D( }, \+ Z2 Slook at Po Yee, born as a King but at a wrong period, his background even made him a tougher life
+ n7 ^8 C  [! Vwhat's lucky? what's unlucky?
1 p1 F$ q& J0 _! X+ kall i know is that at least we r lucky enough to born with the condition we have that we can still fight for what we want8 l6 A+ @9 T3 A1 u  \
compare to people with illness or in a third world suffering with hunger everyday, at least we still have a chance