dawander3r

me 2, very bad luck
, t7 M. J- Z& }5 a+ @. }and i do know some people are happy almost everyday% p) j5 T  g: X: V7 T
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u gotta know 1 thing, there must b a portion of people who are lucky and/or happy, at the mean time, there must also be a portion of people who are the opposite, unfortunately, we are one of those
8 j! w3 t2 \1 P" }theres nothing to do with us, it's not something we can change right away within our control right now, what matter is, we still gotta live
: [4 s; d# l* ?i m not trying to tell anybody to relax or something, because i know, this really doesnt help n might piss the person off hearing this, so what i m trying to say is, game is not finished yet, keep playing then as u dont have a choice
& f2 S8 U, `) E" ]" z* Blook at the history, u dont need to win all the wars, some ppl might lose most of the battles in their whole life, but they were the last one still standing' T* O* q9 ^& m, V: i
e.g. i know winning at age of 60 doesnt taste good at all, but honestly, do u prefer to win at age of 60 than win none ever in ya life since if theres no way u can win earlier than that as lucky as some ppl else( i+ a# |4 O1 r2 H) j* Y9 z. n
i m very frustrated too
/ c0 c1 k" \4 ?9 f' V0 q0 Ni just hope (even hoping is useless) all my misfortune so far would be the cost for my good luck at the critical moment in the future( g( R/ ]$ ?$ v* v5 O' G1 p2 R
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i was just thinking that i don't know if i m as smart as the Chinese Strategist "Hong Shun", but even as smart as he had gone through a tough period of time before he became successful
: y+ G4 U  z/ y4 s, Hwe gotta accept the fact that there must b some steps we have to go through if we r not born in a big family or born with a happy life: w( s0 N3 z" ^- }, L6 X) ^
look at Po Yee, born as a King but at a wrong period, his background even made him a tougher life
; I9 O' y5 M! t/ p; w' ~- Rwhat's lucky? what's unlucky?5 }+ @4 I$ h( Y3 o
all i know is that at least we r lucky enough to born with the condition we have that we can still fight for what we want
. }* F  }; T: ~: mcompare to people with illness or in a third world suffering with hunger everyday, at least we still have a chance