dawander3r

me 2, very bad luck. T' u, l) |! S# ?6 D' j! y
and i do know some people are happy almost everyday* ~  _' C* L( |# g
but then
1 s4 A- T3 e2 t7 |1 i: |u gotta know 1 thing, there must b a portion of people who are lucky and/or happy, at the mean time, there must also be a portion of people who are the opposite, unfortunately, we are one of those& A- W  g$ R3 q. `, Z) R9 [
theres nothing to do with us, it's not something we can change right away within our control right now, what matter is, we still gotta live: e: N8 }% E" |7 i( v/ m
i m not trying to tell anybody to relax or something, because i know, this really doesnt help n might piss the person off hearing this, so what i m trying to say is, game is not finished yet, keep playing then as u dont have a choice
& C# [* ?( W! \2 k" D7 S7 Xlook at the history, u dont need to win all the wars, some ppl might lose most of the battles in their whole life, but they were the last one still standing
$ ?* G3 L% B$ P9 d9 ^e.g. i know winning at age of 60 doesnt taste good at all, but honestly, do u prefer to win at age of 60 than win none ever in ya life since if theres no way u can win earlier than that as lucky as some ppl else
+ i9 |8 ], t& v+ ai m very frustrated too
. p* B6 V) d. B3 [i just hope (even hoping is useless) all my misfortune so far would be the cost for my good luck at the critical moment in the future
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i was just thinking that i don't know if i m as smart as the Chinese Strategist "Hong Shun", but even as smart as he had gone through a tough period of time before he became successful* W4 n$ R. B! K5 N
we gotta accept the fact that there must b some steps we have to go through if we r not born in a big family or born with a happy life+ }$ e6 N6 a  H) C) O
look at Po Yee, born as a King but at a wrong period, his background even made him a tougher life  v1 s' X8 |  B- F$ C$ Q+ E
what's lucky? what's unlucky?, E  G) E' T1 g: v" s" y
all i know is that at least we r lucky enough to born with the condition we have that we can still fight for what we want( J' a/ Z5 @4 \" b1 T
compare to people with illness or in a third world suffering with hunger everyday, at least we still have a chance